I don't want to die yet but...

I don't want to die yet...but I know time will come when I have to be somewhere spiritually....the question is where....
Heaven? or Hell?

...I have been feeling something weird in my body...and sometimes not...at the age of 39 turning 40 years old soon...I just don't understand sometimes what is going on in my body.

when I drink coffee...I'm fine BUT I know its bad taking coffee most of time because of the caffiene disadvantages.

I drink softdrinks...I'm fine ...BUT I know it has a lot of sugar content....scary

sometime my body is ok

sometime I feel something near in my heart..., in my top right dot head.

this morning I felt something weird at my back while I was at my bed

...my lower back also I sometimes feel something
...and my left knee to...Its hard sometimes to walk. 

and with all these busy material stuff I do ...I tend to forget what is the most important of all.....TO PRAY AND FOLLOW GOD WILL.

I really don't want to happen that when my time comes and I face my judgement and if ask me "Did you do God's will?"  
I don't want the answer to be no because I know that would end up to Hell. an eternal lake of fire.

I have to accept what I'm facing in my physical body and work though it. and Pray more

I know Prayer will give me spiritually at peace.

I just want hoping that when my time comes that while I'm alive there is and will be no facing and experiencing pain and sufferings Physically.

My father said "to keep healthy and maintain a healthy lifestyle and pray to God to give thanks that we are still alive."

My Dad

October 6, 2013

I prepared this poem all about my dad

I did this so I will always remember his warmth and advises no matter what.

My dad really inspires my to get up on my feet to see how precious life is.

and hope you would too and share this to someone to be inspired as well.

hope you like my poem  "My Dad"

My Dad

My dad is the best'

he is always see a positive life

even when there are difficulties or problems

he always say "there are no such problems  hat can not be solved."

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My dad is strong

he is always determined to take his daily excercise 4:30am in the morning

and maintain a healthy eating and healthy lifestyle

they go to buffet with mom but he choose to eat less.

My dad is patient

he has the longest patience i have ever seen

he wants everybody happy

My dad is kind

i have no comment

all i can say he is kind

My dad is understanding

he helps us understand why we should not worry

he always reminds us "life is short, always be happy, no such problem can't be solved."

My dad is humble

he accepts whatever wrongs

and very thankful for his family that loves him

My dad is always positive

even hears other sad moments he always say always be happy

because life is good

My dad advises

to always stay humble in what endeavors we face.

always look at the bright side

Dad wants a happy family

he always say he is very blessed to have us all

a completely family who always helps, supports and loving each other

My dad uplifts

just keep doing, doing and not think of worries

as long as you are doing something, something good will come

just don't expect.

Give your Best Everyday

October 6, 2013

GIVE YOUR BEST EVERYDAY

This words inspired me to remember not to worry on everything I do...or even get lonely or bored. 

Well...I did felt that this past few days until today Sunday on one show on TV interviewing Miss Anne Curtis on what she does to make people happy.  

She just said this simple words that triggered me...
 " I always give my best EVERYDAY."  

...Then I suddenly woke me up...and thought "She's right."

...that I don't have to be gloomy on things that I shouldn't be gloomy about. 

We do our best by not just sitting around or watching televion...
but to show and discover our skills and hidden talents what we can do that yet to discover. 

We will not be able to discover them if we just sit there and wait for it. We have to do something about it.

...and no matter what comes my way...I will try to remember this..

to ALWAYS GIVE MY BEST EVERYDAY!!!


Share this segment to your love ones to be inspired everyday. 
 

Criticism / Sarcasm

October 1, 2013
Tuesday

I just don't get it?

Why people say CRITICISM and they don't know they if they are already hurting someone? 

They are just lucky that  person they criticize does not want to cause any fights around.

Honestly, by them doing that they don't even realize how stressful for the person they criticize at!!!  They just feel like saying it infront of people.

...or they would just do it on purpose?...really sad :(

for me...I really can't believe there are such person exist to this world to hurt people (emotionally) and they don't care at all!!!

...they just dooo...what they want to dooo.

hmmm, yes, its kinda hard to deal with people like that.

I would try to do is just avoid those people without feeling any anger.

True, sometimes or most of the time past experience will bring it back to you, especially when you face them. 

but what I try to think about is to just think of the positive side...that not all people are like that.

and rather that wasting all the negative energy in dealing with them is to spend more time in praying for them...and you too.

Too much stress can really bring different types of sicknesses.

So...why spend all those money to doctors just because of  those person criticising...just let them be...maybe thats part of there hobby or enjoyment.  Let them be...

It's better to...

- Avoid them.
- don't group yourselves with negative people.
- don't group yourselves with fake people, especially those who like to criticise infront of people.
- ofcourse hang out with happy people, positive people, and people you can learn from.
- don't waste time on stress mode...that mode can really trigger to sicknesses...believe me!
- and most importantly learn to forgive them and pray for them and yourselves too .

Cleaning Up!!! Arggggh!!!

CLEANING UP...Argggh!!!

September 29, 2013

Sunday, went to play mooncake dice with family and dinner. 

yes happy moment, but when we arrived home, I have to do stuff and chores and for tomorrow...I guess you can say I'm kind of mixed up in my mind thinking...
 "There are so many things to do!"  
...And up to now we have no maid :(  

But even though we have no maid, I still appreciate the blessing comes in our way...

...like people who loves me ( especially my family who understand and support me).
... the bills and food are provided.
... but most important of all is my happy family.

I just don't know sometimes it hits me with this sadness and emotions. and so much stuff cleaning, organizing and stuff to do that sometimes really stresses me that my eczema at my legs are beginning to itch!!!

 "Oh what to do...oooh what to do."
 
As I was washing dishes, then it came to me ...
...DON'T THINK ABOUT TIME!!!
...just keep doing it.
...and to pray more to find peace.
...that I should be thankful 
...and NOT complain of what I choose to do. 

then I thought..."Yes this is better than the last experience I had involved."

...that for even this I should appreciate small things and just do what I needed to do.

Wondering...

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September 28,2013

Right now it's already 11:52 pm Saturday, almost midnight.  Already watched TV "The Voice Philippines." ...but still awake.  And my husband and my daughter are still awake.

I kept thinking why are we still awake even though we know it's already late and want to go to sleep.
And I've been thinking what I can blog and share my thoughts and emotions.

I have been making different blogs lately but does not connect me to keep me blogging...maybe my topic does not work for me...then suddenly what click me...that I what I'm missing is more spiritually , that I need and want to be connected to God despite with material things we have.

That all these is nothing without God.

Parents would say...what would you say?

Some parents would say...

-  Its good to let your child explore while they are young because when they turn to teenagers they would probably be wanting it to do it anymore...some gets shy of doing it.

-  when they get older there is no chance of doing these exploring activities anymore.

But when a parent wants their child to let participate of activities...

- others would comment already before even doing it. 
   They would they its a waste of time and money!
   It's much safer at home.

-  that's why before the parent would even do it, the parent would stop because of comments like that espcecially if its in circle of the families commenting.

Other's advise...

-  they would just say do what you think would be best for the child and not think of others what they think.

But ...
Don't you think some comments and advises are good? because they are already giving you tips?

This really bothers to some parents I know...

Maybe you can help some advise and comments with some better advise than this.

...would help a lot...to clear the parents' mind.
...would appreciate to here you opinions, thanks.